at the bottom

at the bottom
i hope i find You
but i've hit rock.

i built and built
only to fall.
i was trying to get
by the skin of
my works,
but i've barely
escaped the flames.

but You're not
done yet. you've
saved me, so
let me begin again.
i will build on the Rock.
on this Rock that you
have graciously let me
fall on. build me up, so
i can build. i don't
want to barely escape,
but to hear that i
was faithful.