addict

it feels too good to stop
i know it's wrong
it's all i have relieve me
i've been addicted too long

i need a quick fix
just this once
last one i promise
just this once

it fills the void in me
even if it's just for a second
i feel alive and loved
even if it's just for a second

i need more, it isn't enough
i need to feel something
i want to stop, i've had enough
i need to feel something

i'm going to quit
i'm going to be free
i'm going to feel alive
good riddance to the old me

it's harder than i thought
i've failed more than i like to admit
it's going to take something more
but someday i will quit

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